Gave In






So this is it.. This destruction 
it all came forward here
 you walked away .. I stepped off my shelf
So I stand here stone-faced.. unwilling to move
there you go, contemplate
denying the obvious
No need to flail wildly
its far too past due
Chose this and not that
of what I’m ensnared

Two too many 
one too late

So demanding of choice irrelevant to closure
I still hear your voice the day that you chose her

and I gave in 
I gave in again
when will it end?

The comfort was stolen
raped and re-given
The walls have been broken 
my envy is worn
To much for an amateur
this dire relation
My arms bleeding and torn 
away I want to run
Ending a wicked game
“sorry I’m so empty now”
To embrace another that way
is a cold distant land

two too many
one too late

So demanding in voice
I’m misused and mislead 
I still hear your choice
the day that you fled

and I gave in 
I gave in again
when will it end?
Two too many 
one too late

yet I gave in

Created on ... July 21, 2004