Relation





Reality of a new day strikes me

Alone

Everyone in the bustle of relations
Pushed out of the picture

“its easier that way”

The reality of our inner circle breaks 
when it breaches the outer one
Only involved in interest 
interest un-shared or regretted
or denied at the door

A game to make or ruin me
Misplaced judgment
I should just go

Its not as said, we do not share
He has her and I
and soon another “her”

Shall I go soon to relieve myself of it
Before I am left in this?

Then he found my voice in a dream
and they became to him
Trying to separate myself
New surroundings 
New people
But he wanted it all

*I am a domino*

He, more ravishing than I
Now has them and I am alone
I am no fun, If I were wrong 
I would be going
But oh well…Another place another day
shhhh…..
no one has to know
He wont notice her fading away
Paying to go with a gift from me
“here’s a few of these, she won’t mind”
I hope she tastes sweet on your lips 
In the room of mirrors
So she can see the light 
and He his night

And I the Show… Before I go

Created on ... July 21, 2004